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Well, my day started off with me watering the plants with my eyes ultimately ruining my eye makeup while grasping two different shoulders..praying so hard i thought i'd pass the fuck out.
it was certainly interesting. anyone who knows me...knows i do not buy into religion, i do not take part in holy wars, i do not pointlessly argue religion or politics, &i do not like to wear clothes unless im going out..so naturally it came to a surprise to me when i got emotionally, mentally, & physically involved in this tom foolery.
but i am not religious, i repeat..i am not religious..i am spiritual. there is something to be said about every religion, i feel there is truth in all of them[granted i don't know of ALL religions]. but the thing is everytime i find a religion i want to be commit to, i feel overwhelmed & i feel like an extremist..it upsets my organs & intestines & every part of me that is suppose to function normally..its horrid really..but it just feels like such an illusion i can hardly stand it.
i know one thing is true...i am FAR from an atheist. if i was an atheist, i wouldve killed myself a long time ago..because whats the point in anything? pleasure?
pleasure & happiness are two c o m p l e t e l y different things. [&thats not an exact quote but its from 'the picture of dorian gray'..one of the best books i've ever read. i love Oscar Wilde]
my point is, there is some extremely wonderful & powerful being lounging around triming the garden of our lives, pouring the espresso in our minds to keep our thoughts spinning, shoving batteries up our asses to keep us going, tickling us when someone falls down a flight of stairs & their face is priceless, &of course...painting a different sky for us to wake up to every morning.
you can look at everything from a scientific point of view, fine. there is truth in science..but i can't strip creation down to bare minerals, i won't.
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