frustrated?

i was, i thought i lost my cell phone....so i was freakin the fuck out..throwing shit everywhere,
wailing, going into seizures...i mean i was very upset.
then when i found it, i was simultaneously happy & upset as hell that it would do that to me.

is this what losing a kid feels like? hahahha, because if im having those feelings for a tiny ass cell phone then i have a problem.


take away our playstations, &we are a third-world nation.


everythings been good other than that little anxiety attack i had...pretty normal. my therapist told me to clean & decorate my room in a way that would make me more inclined to take care of it. &its almost like my mother objects to that....as she does anything thats good for me unless its catholic. FUCK catholic. k?

but, Lee told me that my room represents how i am on the inside...&seriously...its knee-deep in clothes & garbage.  i normally exaggerate everything but this is the truth talking. so i've started a very exciting project. :D

anyway, gotta get ready to 'BE THE PANCAKE'.......shit suckss.

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