courting or animalistic mating/humping?

have all the days of proper courting gone off the roof, splattered on the mud, & left there for the rodents to chew on...?

i dont want to be single, but thats not an option for me. nobody courts like they should.

its...hey hey baby *sweet talk* *sappy nauseating sweet talk* then bone bone bone. then what? some sloppy formed relationshit based on..what can you do for me?
i dont think i have it in me to take the chance of giving myself to someone who is just glad yet simultaneously ungrateful that i gave it away.
i'm just not sure..in this society...i'm going to find a true dude who can put up w/me or my standards. i'm at a point where if you can't take me as i am..i just as soon not even waste my fucking time.
time is life baybee, i aint toyin around.
we got some problems people.
also:
[this was not triggered by any one guy...just the product of lack of sleep... caffeine...&romantic dumb ass comedy's. put that together...this is what i come up with..a blog entry you get to roll your eyes to & say 'whatever..']