The difference is thin
But life has a certain ability of breathing new
life into me
So I breathe it in
some of us are built like filters, where people can just weave in & out of the spaces we allow them to rent for free or not.
&i feel like one of those unlucky individuals.
i've been told by people who care about me..that i have a habit of letting people rent space in my life. &for free.
but not anymore, i think i'll eliminate those people from my life that are too cheap to stay. :] it's a hefty price to pay to stay inside of my world. yes, i have a world now.
i've found out a lot of things about myself since i've stayed off drugs & away from bad influences. i've found out..that always & forever i am trying to level out everything. make everything fair & easy. when really, it can never be. i keep making sure i'm walking side by side with everyone in this mine field, when really i just as soon walk 100 feet in front of people to begin with because thats where i end up anyway. :]
And the question is, was I more alive
Then than I am now?
I happily have to disagree
I laugh more often now, I cry more often now
I am more me .
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