its about time

i finally picked my head up out of the ass of bitterness & depression.

yes,
i dusted myself off & walked along the shores of golden sands.


&the thing is...it was nobodies doing. it wasn't. i have nobody to thank..but myself & the supernatural. sometimes  folks, all it really takes is peace & quiet & some deep breaths.

shake the ass of lifes true meaning.


anyway, its time to get nude. enough of this sap crap...i feel like a fucking wimp.


i've been watching movies lately..some legally, some illegally. i just can't fight the urge to sit down & let a motion picture suck 1-2 hours out of my life.
i've been watching some independant films that i've had on my list..that i have neglected to watch & some that were not on my list but i'm glad i watched them.
all of the ones on my list...basically made me want to vomit all of my bones out.

i'm so tired of movies that try to hard to fit 'reality' into a screen. you really can't make movies realistic when all the audience can think about was....'didn't she make a porno with so & so...dirty girl'

i mean...c'mon. half of the actors i've seen really fist fuck the movies they are in..in the ass. please go back to acting school! i'm on my hands & knee's..typing this w/my tongue BEGGING YOU.. please go back.


i, personally, would love to be an actress. these jokers make it look easy.









this post is hilarious to me, i've had the best day. &i still can't help but write my most negative entry ever recorded. fun. :]